Lately, it’s been hard for me to see my blessings
To see, understand, and feel the warmth around me
Although I have more than enough love, help, and, support
I’ve allowed myself to become stuck in my head and ways
Feeling like I need to do this.. or start that
Thinking I have to become “Her” in order to receive “That”
All I needed was to breath.
I’ve been extremely hard on myself and I owe myself an apology.
I’d like to apologize for not taking the time to understand my potential and how it is equal to my work ethic. My worth ethics are the driving force to my greatest potential.
For not capitalizing on the freedom God granted
For being fearful of going at it alone and maintaining bridges that should have been burned.
My Tower moments come not when things start to fall apart but when I begin to accept things and people for who they are. Then, I fully understand that I don’t have to be a part of what and who no longer serves for my greater purpose.
I promise to become full
Full of myself, my gifts, and my artistry
To put myself in position and follow suit
To put my best foot forward and always lead with integrity and respect
I can no longer fault myself for what I didn’t know or understand
This time its different